hi guys and galls, im not shure if this the apropriate forum but i was hoping you may be able to give some advice on my current situation. (not looking for any kind of diagnosis).
well 1st off let me introduce my self, i am a gentleman of 29 from the uk.
i have been having what i call episodes, or events over the past months and i am starting to get concerned hence comming on the internet to have a look around. and so, i find my self here.
please bear with me and my babble i hope it makes sence as i am quite confused right now as i just had 2 of these hapenings.
and if you feel that you reconise any of this please dont hesitate to let me know.
my story.
The past 10 months has been hard for me, a verry stressfull time.
and within this time i have been having hapenings as i call them.
it has been afecting my moods and cognatave functioning.
i would like to note that this all started at the time were i gave up drinking beer (although that may not be relivent)
I can be sitting in my chair on the pc (like 10 mins ago) and sudenly i get this feeling, its abit like im going to be sick but not as intence, a tingle goes through me and i get light headed almost pasing out.
this then gois into a feer in a sence. i start to pace and just walk up and down, waiting for it to pass.
during this i am awere of the world but i am not realy in it if that makes sence.
it seems to climax and then my teeth chatter, im rly tired and my legs are realy wobly. my right eye seems week to me (mabe thats just over sensativity to my suroundings)
my memory is rly bad after these and like this morning when i woke up i couldnt make sence of the world it was like i couldnt acess my thoughts properly. it was verry freightening.
i just had anouther one while wrighting this.
so to continue,
and anouther one.
anyway the only times i have felt like this is for the breaf moment when i am near fruite machines with fast flashing lights, when i go in the car and through trees were the sun comes in and once when i incresed the refresh rate on my monitor.
but now they just seem to happen.
i thought that i was just having pannic atacks all these years but i dont sweat im not hyperventalating and it just goes on its own acord.
im planning to go for an eeg if that is the one that checks for these kinda things but i have no idea were to start with the nhs in the uk.
an example of one the outher day, i was driving with a freind to the aquarium center were i planned to buy some tropical fish.
on route i had the starts of a panic atack as i thought, we arived and i paced around the fish not rly knowing what was going on.
the owner came over to me and my freind and started to talk about the fish.
noithing he was saying was making any sence, it just "didnt compute"
i ended up buying some fish and when i got home my freind asked why i bought the unhelthy fish that the owner told us not to buy. i had no idea.
i have only blacked out once, and it wass like i the world did a complete 360 with me in it.
so i guess thats it as i sit here on and off the pc because it seems to make me go like this now.
as i say, im not looking for any diagnosis, but mabe some thoughts if you have similar expiriences. as i realy need to get to the bottom of this as it feels like every time it hapens i loose a part of my self.
much love x
well 1st off let me introduce my self, i am a gentleman of 29 from the uk.
i have been having what i call episodes, or events over the past months and i am starting to get concerned hence comming on the internet to have a look around. and so, i find my self here.
please bear with me and my babble i hope it makes sence as i am quite confused right now as i just had 2 of these hapenings.
and if you feel that you reconise any of this please dont hesitate to let me know.
my story.
The past 10 months has been hard for me, a verry stressfull time.
and within this time i have been having hapenings as i call them.
it has been afecting my moods and cognatave functioning.
i would like to note that this all started at the time were i gave up drinking beer (although that may not be relivent)
I can be sitting in my chair on the pc (like 10 mins ago) and sudenly i get this feeling, its abit like im going to be sick but not as intence, a tingle goes through me and i get light headed almost pasing out.
this then gois into a feer in a sence. i start to pace and just walk up and down, waiting for it to pass.
during this i am awere of the world but i am not realy in it if that makes sence.
it seems to climax and then my teeth chatter, im rly tired and my legs are realy wobly. my right eye seems week to me (mabe thats just over sensativity to my suroundings)
my memory is rly bad after these and like this morning when i woke up i couldnt make sence of the world it was like i couldnt acess my thoughts properly. it was verry freightening.
i just had anouther one while wrighting this.
so to continue,
and anouther one.
anyway the only times i have felt like this is for the breaf moment when i am near fruite machines with fast flashing lights, when i go in the car and through trees were the sun comes in and once when i incresed the refresh rate on my monitor.
but now they just seem to happen.
i thought that i was just having pannic atacks all these years but i dont sweat im not hyperventalating and it just goes on its own acord.
im planning to go for an eeg if that is the one that checks for these kinda things but i have no idea were to start with the nhs in the uk.
an example of one the outher day, i was driving with a freind to the aquarium center were i planned to buy some tropical fish.
on route i had the starts of a panic atack as i thought, we arived and i paced around the fish not rly knowing what was going on.
the owner came over to me and my freind and started to talk about the fish.
noithing he was saying was making any sence, it just "didnt compute"
i ended up buying some fish and when i got home my freind asked why i bought the unhelthy fish that the owner told us not to buy. i had no idea.
i have only blacked out once, and it wass like i the world did a complete 360 with me in it.
so i guess thats it as i sit here on and off the pc because it seems to make me go like this now.
as i say, im not looking for any diagnosis, but mabe some thoughts if you have similar expiriences. as i realy need to get to the bottom of this as it feels like every time it hapens i loose a part of my self.
much love x