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I would like to bring up an issue I've been thinking about the past 30 years or so I have been on medications. From the outset, I've been told not to quit or I would get terminal seizures and possibly wind up brain dead. OK, so I went along with that and took my pills like a good boy.
Problem is: I have noted no real decrease in number and severity of seizures. In fact, they just seemed to be getting worse and worse. I have to ask myself: Why am I taking these pills if they are doing nothing for me?
Answer: I am taking these pills because my seizures will be worse if I stop taking them, it'll kill me. I have made various attempts to withdraw (gradually decreasing dose) - then had some whopping seizure/series of seizures - which would then scare me to go back on the stuff that's doing me no other good than to avoid the withdrawal symptoms.
People on heroin may start taking heroin because it makes them feel good. However, if they stop taking the heroin, they feel MUCH worse than they did prior to taking heroin. This is what is known as "withdrawal symptoms".
The purpose of these pills is to stop the brain from having seizures. When the pills aren't there anymore, our seizures come back - worse than prior to taking the pills.
Every neurologist has told me "there are no withdrawal symptoms with this medication". I'm not sure I agree with this. I wish I had never started taking those pills; now I'll have to keep taking them just to keep from making my condition worse - which is getting worse because of the pills as well.
I would like to present a very interesting story here: When I was 25 years old or so, I was presribed Dilantin as a relaxer by a psychotherapist, sort of like Valium. Prior to this I didn't have seizures. After ceasing to take this medication, I began to have my first seizures. So: did this medication cause my condition? Any studies on that?
Are we addicts to these medications?
Problem is: I have noted no real decrease in number and severity of seizures. In fact, they just seemed to be getting worse and worse. I have to ask myself: Why am I taking these pills if they are doing nothing for me?
Answer: I am taking these pills because my seizures will be worse if I stop taking them, it'll kill me. I have made various attempts to withdraw (gradually decreasing dose) - then had some whopping seizure/series of seizures - which would then scare me to go back on the stuff that's doing me no other good than to avoid the withdrawal symptoms.
People on heroin may start taking heroin because it makes them feel good. However, if they stop taking the heroin, they feel MUCH worse than they did prior to taking heroin. This is what is known as "withdrawal symptoms".
The purpose of these pills is to stop the brain from having seizures. When the pills aren't there anymore, our seizures come back - worse than prior to taking the pills.
Every neurologist has told me "there are no withdrawal symptoms with this medication". I'm not sure I agree with this. I wish I had never started taking those pills; now I'll have to keep taking them just to keep from making my condition worse - which is getting worse because of the pills as well.
I would like to present a very interesting story here: When I was 25 years old or so, I was presribed Dilantin as a relaxer by a psychotherapist, sort of like Valium. Prior to this I didn't have seizures. After ceasing to take this medication, I began to have my first seizures. So: did this medication cause my condition? Any studies on that?
Are we addicts to these medications?